Profile

I am the girl who is self-aware but easily caught up in my own shifting mood patterns. I am introverted, but opinionated when I feel strongly about something. Being emotional, moody, and hyper-sensitive are second nature to me. Introspection is vital to my existence and I live on dreams. I procrastinate like you wouldn't believe. When I am interested in something, I pursue it with intensity, although, I find it hard to motivate myself. I have high standards, but I'm lazy. I like to make people laugh, but I use sarcastic humor as a shield. First impressions are everything to me because I think I'm a good judge of character. I'm very possessive and loyal towards the people I care about, but alternately find it hard to open up to them. I am often evasive and vague without intending to be. I am a perfectionist in ways you can't see. I can be selfish and spoiled, and need to be reminded to get over myself now and then. I can be super affectionate when I want to be, although you probably wouldn't guess it. I have various little idiosyncrasies that make me who I am. I'd like to think I'm quite open-minded. I'm a Pisces. I tend to contradict myself a lot. I'm pro-choice and I'm eclectic in nature, tending to combine the best of many paths together to find my own way. Most of my views are very liberal. I like to be important to the people I'm close to. I'm usually indecisive, but when I've made up my mind, I'm very stubborn. I try to keep myself open to new experiences because I usually end up appreciating them in the end. I've always enjoyed altering my perceptions. Sometimes I can be selfish and bossy without realizing it; I think it comes from being the baby. I get nostalgic and sentimental easily. I save everything. I'm slowly learning to love my body and the person inside of it. I think writing is an imperative presence in my life, in whatever way it manifests itself. I'm fairly articulate when I want to be. I'm shy until I get to know you (unless you're someone I talk to on the internet - it's much easier). I rely on other people too much, but know that I have to be independent and self-sufficient, as well. I can be too judgmental and I'm working on changing that (at least that's what I like to tell myself). Right now, I'm at a transitional stage in my life and I'm still figuring out what exactly I want to do. My identity is a mixture of so many aspects. I am not just one thing and I never will be. I am all of this and so much more.